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« Reply #15 on: February 17, 2010, 03:15:14 PM »

ahhh.... I felt the same way once before. all sad and depressed. the best thing i could think of was to not think about love, not think about girls, just focus on computers. like literally nothing that doesnt relate to things you need to do. after a while you start to feel better.
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« Reply #16 on: February 17, 2010, 06:06:00 PM »

Dang, I just tried to read through my massive paragraph and raged about half way through it. Cheers to you Toast. It's incredibly... incoherent.

I wish I hadn't stopped talking (Well, actually, it was only texting.) to her... It was such a happy time for me when we were talking (dodododo). I have no one to talk to really; my best friend is a kid my age that I met on the internet while playing Garry's Mod a couple years ago. I've never actually met him in real life. We text a lot. I have... "friends"... but I really wouldn't consider them friends. The 2 people who are sort of my "better friends" seem to use me and take advantage of me occasionally, and make me look like an idiot pretty much every day. Everyone else is just sort of.... there. I'm not really good friends with anyone (No one comes over to my house or anything like that) but people are... friendly towards me atleast.

The girl I had been talking to for the last 3 years I realized was... I don't like to insult her; she is really nice, but... god... Somethings... Eh. Hmm...  She doesn't know what she should tell her friends, and what she shouldn't. Really, she gives people her phone willingly, COMPLETELY aware that they will be reading her conversations (Some of which are between me and her) and it pisses me off. If I wanted to talk to all of your friends, I'd talk to them. Some conversations I have with her get incredibly personal; it's wonderful not knowing what is being shown to her friends (I'll take this time to make sure everyone understands the concept of gossip. She is friends with EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL. I'm not exaggerating at all, so, if I tell her something, everyone could know by the end of the day.) and what isn't (Nothing is not shown to her friends).

Although, as Uplink (A GREAT game; hacking simulator) taught me, Trust is a Weakness. ...Can't wait to become a hermit.
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« Reply #17 on: February 17, 2010, 07:06:36 PM »

Haha, join the club. Anyway.... I'm here for you. Whatever you need, I'll do my best to help. Smiley
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« Reply #18 on: February 17, 2010, 08:24:50 PM »

aww.... someone feels unloved... *hugs you*
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« Reply #19 on: February 17, 2010, 09:31:31 PM »

It happens to all of us man. Someday you'll find someone that's right for you.
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« Reply #20 on: February 18, 2010, 01:23:05 AM »

Thank you all...

Gaaah, my best friend has turned to marijuana to "fix" all of his problems... He's incredibly stubborn and it's hard trying to keep him from smoking that stuff, since I've never actually met him and don't live near enough to him to slap him across the face. I'm not losing my only... Er... well... I guess I can't... Oh... Yeah... Well, he's my best online friend, which sort of makes him my best real life friend as well, since I don't really have many of those. Now,  lets all just hope he doesn't go and OD on me... I honestly have no idea what I would do if that happened.
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« Reply #21 on: February 18, 2010, 02:01:54 AM »

OD on pot? I mean, yes, it's a bad habit, I don't do it, and I encourage everyone else to stay away from it, but it's effects are less harmful than tobacco or alcohol... And, it's pretty much impossible to OD on pot. Just be sure he doesn't get into worse stuff, and that it's a casual, not regular, thing. It would be best if he stops it, but sometimes you can't get them to.
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« Reply #22 on: February 18, 2010, 02:51:08 AM »

So he turned to weed.... Don't you do the same Smiley
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« Reply #23 on: February 18, 2010, 02:59:43 AM »

awww.... dont' worry. it will pass.... i used to have the same problem (i'm emo). like i was hardcore cutting and suicidal, but i am better now. as davey said, just try to take your mind off it.
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« Reply #24 on: February 18, 2010, 03:56:26 AM »

Disturbed... I'll say.....lol
   Even so, I feel your pain. "The world is a vampire" (Billy Corgan).
Its gets easier, to care less, as you get older, mate. I believe there are some (if not many) decent young folk
who haven't yet come to their senses, and may do some day. Trouble is (I reckon) you base many of your opinions on young people. They've always been screwed up. Every generation has its share of socio-stereotypical misfits.
Thing is, I do take some comfort knowing many will eventually mature (somewhat) and be shamed by their own juvenile bad tastes/choices.
 
NB: I HATE txtspk and Rap also.

 Rant on Champ. We're with you...  Cool
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« Reply #25 on: February 18, 2010, 09:19:25 AM »

OD on pot? I mean, yes, it's a bad habit, I don't do it, and I encourage everyone else to stay away from it, but it's effects are less harmful than tobacco or alcohol... And, it's pretty much impossible to OD on pot. Just be sure he doesn't get into worse stuff, and that it's a casual, not regular, thing. It would be best if he stops it, but sometimes you can't get them to.

Well, I really don't know how often he does, or how often he will smoke. He was joking (Well, I HOPE he was joking about joking) around in our conversation last night saying "Would u be mad if I told you that I've been high this entire conversation?" and I said something along the lines of "Words fail me...", and he said "Just kidding". He says that a lot, so I'm not sure if he's kidding...

@Metalmanicman, Lara, and Dave:
Thanks. I usually end up using either this
I do take some comfort knowing many will eventually mature (somewhat) and be shamed by their own juvenile bad tastes/choices.

Or I use something someone gave me on another forum that went something like "All the pretty ***ches will grow up to be ugly, pregnant ***ches, and all the stupid people stay stupid."

Thanks all.


Another of the things I hate is when anyone touches me. There's a kid, and whenever he sees me, he either jumps on me, or he wraps his arms around me or something. Anyway, he's all over me, and I have no idea why. I'm one of 2 or 3 people he does this too (He's a complete d*** to everyone else. There was one time where we were all on a bus to go home, and a girl-I-know's doughnut (How do you spell that? That doesn't look right...) got stolen and was being passed around, no one was eating it. Eventually it reached this kid, he smacks it on to the bus floor. The girl, pissed (With good reason) gets up, and walks down the aisle to this kid and the kid's just like "wut? hay, ur donut's on teh ground. hehahehehehehaha".

The bus driver eventually decides to figure out why there are 2 people standing up in the back, and walks to the back. "SOMEBODY PICK THIS **** UP."

The girl just stares at the kid, the kid stares at the bus driver. "WHO'S DOUGHNUT IS ON THE GROUND?"

Annnd eventually, this turns into the girl saying "They stole it and threw it on the ground... Why do I have to pick it up?'
The kid is like "Cuz it's ur donut b**** lololololol"
The bus driver is basically just like "Yeh, wut he said lolololol"
And the girl nearly starts crying from the injustice of this whole situation, but, she gives in an picks it up.

The kid and that girl are friends. This is how he treats his friends.

Anyway, there isn't really any chance of keeping him off of you; imagine punching an enormous slab of raw ground beef. That's pretty much what it felt like the time I actually retaliated (I usually never do), I connected twice with his face, but it obviously didn't do anything... Curse his shield of fat... Oh, he ruffled my hair afterward. I really do not understand that. I think he's gay.
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« Reply #26 on: February 18, 2010, 03:44:50 PM »

thats terrible! who would do that?
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« Reply #27 on: February 18, 2010, 06:19:56 PM »

thats terrible! who would do that?

Apparently him. No one EVER stands up to him. I did once, and a "friend" of mine has done some weak verbal attacking.

He really just doesn't seem to be able to comprehend the simple fact that I hate him. Other people have told him, I've even told him personally, but he doesn't seem to get it. He keeps coming up to me, touching me, talking to me, etc. This leads into my next section.

Vigilante justice is amazing and we should be allowed to carry around guns and murder eachother. Not only would everyone you hate be dead, but life would be soooo much more exciting knowing that you could get shot in the back of the head at any moment. Until then, I just have these awesome fantasies where... Er... This is going to be used against me in court someday, I know it.

It's odd having no self-esteem, then having some, then going back to having none, all in the course of a few minutes. I almost thought my knees were going to buckle while i was walking home. There's certain things that I try to suppress in my mind, since they make me feel terrible. One of them re-emerged today while I was walking home. It was just such a sudden wave of... I don't know. Makes you want to die. Ram your face into a wall or something, it just doesn't seem like you should be allowed to live when you're that stupid. I'm incredibly frusterating.
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« Reply #28 on: February 18, 2010, 06:52:58 PM »

why does no one ever stand up to him?
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« Reply #29 on: February 18, 2010, 07:09:14 PM »

I really don't know. He's massive, but that's still not really any reason not to.

Oh, and I hate it when girls can't handle compliments and it ends up looking like...

"Hey, you're beautiful", "OMG U SOOO CREEPY! CREEPER STALKER ON THE LOOSE!". Well, actually the girl would be more like "ookayy? urr a creepperrr:)".
It's just wrong... Someone tries to tell you something nice and you make it seem like they're horrible people for even attempting to be nice. Makes me want to smash my face on the keyboard. It kills whoever was trying to compliment you. Especially if they're into you. You can't just call them a "creepperrrr".
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