It all happened Sunday... I was good friends with a friend named Carol, we talked a lot and we became really close, I helped her with her boy problems, tech problems etc. So on Sunday we were talking and we got on the subject of life " I was pointing out the positive parts of life, how life is great blah blah blah. She said she hates how you have to suffer day in day out and everything can be going well one day and then bad the next, basically the randomness of life. Anyways she was like "why not just end it now, and stop the suffering" I pointed out more good reasons not to end it...this went on for 20 mins. I decided to do the best thing, pullout (lol). (I was really frustrated at the argument btw, since she never takes in what I say) So I was like "You know what? You can do whatever you want. If life is that bad then just fast forward and endf".
About 3 mins later with no response she logged off, I was then a bit scared then wrote on you wall "You're not going to do it are you?" ...1 day passes. I talked to our mutual friend Angeles. She said I probably did screw up since carol is very sensitive and can sometimes over analyze thing (that same day before the conversation I apologized on her on aim, but she gave no response.) Then another day passes by and our mutual friend Angeles came back and said "Carol doesn't know whether to be mad at me or not" "She was logged on Aim so I decided not to speak unless spoken too. About 4 hours later she removes me as a friend on Facebook.
It really hurt because for one we were really close friends I'd be happy to talk to her any time and she wouldn't mind talking to me either. We'd talk all the time, I even took out of my time so she can talk to me. I helped her when ever she needed help...but now it all seemed to be in vain. I think she over reacted, then again what I said was kind of mean but I did apologize and that is all I can really do.
Part two:
Going back before school let out, I told Carol I'd
help her sell her phones on ebay. The last day of school she drops all of her phones off on me and said, thanks for helping me sell them..I mean like wtf? what the hell am I suppose to do with these phones...I'm not even old enough to legally sell on ebay. Well anyways she isn't my friend any more but I do have her phones...Win win situation? lol nah...I'd probably give them back...
What do you think about Part one and two? Your feedback is well appreciated
btw I feel much better.
btw this was her last status update I saw : Look at you, taking control of the situation like a total BADASS. Like telling people to go kill themselves helps the situation. Yeah. Real nice.
What do you guys really think?
